Last night was the beginning of a new chapter in my life. I started the Maryville Fibromyalgia Support Group. I feel that God has left me here for a reason and that reason is to help others with Fibromyalgia and to educate my community on this illness. It is an invisible illness and most live in silence with it. But why should we, It is part of us and we deserve the respect like anyone else. Well I am sorry to upset you with my life but it is the true me. Some days I was to be out and visit with others, while another day I am laying in my bed in so much pain I could die. Some would chose this method to get away or out of the pain but for me I am a fighter. I put everything in God's hands and ask him to guide me through this and to help others understand. I will say that the one blessing of fibromyalgia is it slows us down. It makes us reevaluate our life. We see things more clearly and know what is really important in our life. God, myself, family, friends, and helping others. That is I was sitting here with one slice of bread,starving and unsure where the next meal is coming from. I would still give you have of my bread if you were in the same way. Why you ask because I have faith in God and know he will guide me i the right way. Anyway our group is up and going well. We are working on becoming a non profit organization  so we can start fundraising for research and more. Our problem is the cost of the tax forms we have to fill out. So if anyone would like to donate to our cause please let me know. We do not want to suffer alone.   ~~I'll try again Tomorrow~~